Billy Crawford Nikki Gil Break-Up: Is Billy Gay?

"I‘m lost. I‘m very confused. And Nikki has nothing to do with it. I need to try to find what was making me happy before. Who was I," Billy Crawford told Boy Abunda on "The Buzz" regarding his break-up with Nikki Gil. Some televiewers perceived Billy's statements as someone who is having an identity crisis. Is he gay?


Read the full transcript of the exclusive interview with Billy Crawford by “The Buzz” host Boy Abunda on Sunday, July 28, 2013:

Boy: Naghiwalay na nga ba kayo ni Nikki Gil? Tell me what you can.

Billy: Nawawala ako. I’m very lost, very confused. Walang kinalaman si Nikki. It all boils down to me. It’s an indescribable feeling, it’s like all these negativity, confusions, the sadness, the hurt… Nikki has not been anything apart from good to me. Everything I said there a while ago, you know, she is a dream come true when it comes to finding the right one. Pero it’s hard to find the right one kung ikaw mismo, you’re not right. And it’s been a while, it’s been a while I’ve been… I don’t know who to blame. It’s been a while I’m back at being myself. Dahil lahat ng tao kasi nakikita nila ako masayahin, matulungin. I tried to do everything I can for everyone to be happy, especially the people around me; the people that I love. And I forgot what makes me happy; I forgot who I am. I don’t know what I’m doing cuz all I know what to do is to work. It’s been almost 26 years I’m in this industry. I’ve been everywhere and this is the first time I’ve ever felt this way. That’s why I ask everyone, do not blame Nikki. She has no fault. I’m not a perfect guy; I’m not a perfect person. I’ve done some things in my life then that I regret and she supported me, she understood. She was there. But I tend to go home by myself. It’s so simple kasi to go around with friends and to enjoy and forget about the problems, whatever you’re going through. Especially kung may naririnig kang problema na pinagdadaanan ng mga kaibigan mo. Sobrang daling makalimutan kung ano ‘yung problema. Nakalimutan ko I’m the one who’s completely lost and I’m searching. I asked her this, you know, give me that chance to find myself cuz it’s very difficult.


48 Comments on Billy Crawford Nikki Gil Break-Up: Is Billy Gay?

  1. EDITHABAJEBADOCALATES // August 30, 2014 at 11:58 pm //


  2. alano jesus christ // January 26, 2014 at 2:07 pm //

    billy gusto mo mabal an ang kalibutan ari sa kamot ko kay ipa ikap ko sa imo kag para mabal an nyo tanan kay ang santo nino nga si fitaw akon abyan hugot ya ging atag sa akon ang bendisyon nga ako mauyat tungod ako nag luwas sang kalibutan ang amay sa langit akig dire sa duta tungod kulang na ang mga tawo sang pangamoyo sa iya kong nga ah ging pang wasak ang iban nga simbahan dire sa duta

  3. alano jesus christ hulog sang langit nga buhay sa lupa // January 26, 2014 at 1:50 pm //

    billy kamatooran hugot nga bendisyon nga sagrado kataas taasan sa langit nag sakripisyo ako almost 1year kag naga ampo ako sa amay sa langit kag ang tanan ging atag ya sa akon dire sa duta kag ako nag luwas sang kalibutan kag ging himo ko ang tanan tungod buk on sang amay sang langit ang kalibutan last year 2013 nasaksihan nyo tanan pag ka hulog sang adlaw sa langit tungod sa aton deri sala sa duta kag ako ang nag luwas tungod hugot ang pangamoyo ko sa amay sa langt kag hawak ko ang kalibutan sa akon wala nga kamot nga sagrado kay ang tanan nga ka dios diosan nag pakita sa akon dire sa duta kag ang espirito santo sang dios nag pakita man sa akon dire sa duta kag damo pako eh ambal sa mga tawo dire sa duta tungod ging bendisyonan na ako sang amay sa langit dire sa duta kag ina eh ambal sa mga pari nga imo kilala kay ang espirito santo sang dios ari pa sa lawas ko.ari akon add…27st.calamba ext bacolod city 6100 rosseller b.calatis as alano jesus christ nga buhi deri sa duta kay ako ang hulog sang langit deri sa duta kamatooran hugot nga bendisyon sagrado sa langit.

  4. alano jesus christ hulog sang langit nga buhay sa lupa // January 26, 2014 at 1:21 pm //

    billy iam alano sagrado ka nga tawo kay mapakasal ako sa imo mabal an m gd ina tanan tungod ang dios nga amay naga siling ina ang gusto ko makasal ikaw dira hugot nga bendisyon gina atag ko sa imo di ra sa duta frm.alano sang bacolod city

  5. Huwag muna tayong manghusga, let’s just wait and see

  6. Ang gulo nga! sundin nyo nlang si dingdong dantes, he’s been true to himself.. hiniwalayan nya si karyll para pagpalit kay marian. same din si Marian hiniwalayan nya bf nya para kay dingdong. same feather flocks together. Bagay talaga sila. Sana lang ha! magkatuluyan na sila kc kung hindi alam ko na ang mangyayari. pareho din kay billy at nikki. Theres no definite reason of breaking-up. Goodluck to them.

  7. He just need space

  8. Alex E. Almodiel // August 2, 2013 at 6:05 am //

    At age 26 to 27, I’ve experienced the same feeling. They call it “Mid-Life Crisis” asking and searching for my purpose on earth, why I can make everybody but still felt sad, who really am I to people, etc. I remembered my bestfriend have experienced this too. I made some research about it too.

    At this point, based on my and others’ experience as well as my research, I must say he is suffering what they called “Mid-Life Crisis”. When I experienced that, I felt something was missing. Until one day, my students and friends invited me to go Victory Church. At that moment, this was the missing part… relationship to God. I’ve been too busy on my work Mondays to Sundays. I have my regular work during weekdays in Makati, part-time work during Sundays as a professor, taking my MBA degrees every Tuesday and Saturday. I have to take care of my mother who has diabetes, at least check my niece and nephew in Bulacan how ther are doing, etc. I do go to comedy bars and party with friends to have a good laugh to release stress but still something was missing. I devoted myself to have a date with the Lord every Sunday. Since I did that I felt complete…..and concluded this was the missing part….my relationship to God.

    To Billy, no matter what happens, ensure your faith with the Lord shall not be shaken.

  9. Billy is not gay and I dont care what his sexual preference is.. Maybe hes just depressed you know hes 31 and not getting any younger and he feels that theres more to life than fame. Maybe hes planning to quit showbiz and have a normal life to be with his parents or the one that he loves most. He can be with Nikki because it would be unfair for Nikki living apart in different worlds or maybe he is really depressed and sad and showbiz world is a make believe world and you dont know if relationships are real.

  10. basilo abaquita // August 1, 2013 at 5:18 pm //

    why????man update mhe

  11. C billy lng talaga ang nkaalam kung sino cya..4 now gs2 lng nya na mahanap kung cino talaga xia

  12. Altheilyn Aphrodite // August 1, 2013 at 2:40 pm //

    Find yourself billy:) and prove to them that they are wrong.

    I believe God has a plan for both of them.


  13. Altheilyn Aphrodite // August 1, 2013 at 2:37 pm //

    On my part, we should not judge billy as a gay or a drug addict base sa mga binitiwan niyang salita.All of us had the right to find ourselves naman diba? On my ex boyfriend yan din sinabi ko before kami magbreak ” i want to find myself”,im confused that time also. But it doesnt mean na tomboy or im a drug addict noh. I need to find myself,kasi parang may kulang sa buhay ko na di ko maintindihan. It wasn’t good to your feeling once na yung pakiramdam na may kulang pero it seems like almost perfect na ang lahat. So in order to find yourself kelangan mong bumalik sa pinanggalingan mo wherein its billy’s home and I let go muna yung pinakamamaapektuhan ng confusion mo which is yung relationship nila ni nikki. I think yun ang gustong gawin ni billy. Wala na sanang kumontra that’s my opinion base on my experience


  15. I was super confused watching the interview, but seeing how this may be a possibility, its easy to put pieces together (i realize his situation sounds very similar to friends “finding out who they really are”.)

    If that’s the case, we should show Billy our support. Now, I know that’s a different topic, but hey, I’m FOR IT! He has my support.

  16. lorjako // July 31, 2013 at 4:42 pm //

    siguro nawalan na sya ng pag ibig ky nikki.

  17. Anonymous // July 31, 2013 at 4:41 pm //

    grabe naman kayo manghusga ng tao,di niyo nga lubusang kilala si billy ganyan na.agad reaksyon niyo? bakla agad.kainis

  18. haidee.. // July 31, 2013 at 3:09 pm //

    psst…..hipos nalng kmoh uh…watch and learn nalng..k

  19. Cheryll // July 31, 2013 at 1:26 pm //

    He’s just pressured kasi Nikki maybe wanted to settle down at sya ayaw pa nya… gusto pa nya to be single… Ganun nman mga lalaki kung ayaw pa nila they will make an excuse na confused sila and lost pra to end the relationship…

  20. Billy is not gay. He is just confused. He is currently exploring the thin line between a man and a woman.

  21. JUSTSAYING // July 31, 2013 at 10:29 am //

    May purity ring si Nikki Gil. Do the logic.

  22. pretttyd // July 31, 2013 at 2:15 am //

    dried lips. addict sya! at hindi nya masabi kay nikki yun!

  23. H0T FEZ // July 30, 2013 at 6:28 pm //

    Bella Jane Crawford!

  24. Sa mga statements nya parang Identity crisis nga..pero malay nmn natin baka nami miss lng nya international career nya.

  25. agi ka billy joe!

  26. Bonjing // July 30, 2013 at 3:32 pm //

    Kung hindi sa drugs, baka next Billy Gandang Itik!..

  27. sandra13 // July 30, 2013 at 3:13 pm //

    FYI ::: Billy is not a GAY! Si Nikki ang TOMBOY!!!!!

  28. huh? porket nag breakup to find himself bakla agad?
    hindi ba pweding tomboy si nikki.

  29. i think sa drugs yan

  30. tomaskkee // July 30, 2013 at 1:50 pm //

    i think billy has a kid from other women before and now is the time to reveal,, because he loves nikki much more,, he doesn’t want nikki expect for nothing as well,,,, or else he is gay

  31. Anonymous // July 30, 2013 at 1:23 pm //

    Hindi naman cgro bakla sya baka lng may pnagseselosan sya

  32. rnb addicition // July 30, 2013 at 12:48 pm //

    Billy is not gay.. billy is a cool chiks guy.. chikboy :) ganun kami mga rnb dreamers :)

  33. lyanz_lhyn // July 30, 2013 at 10:53 am //

    never mind,x mga nonsence na mga tao……just try 2 move-on…

  34. raj15llyn...on july 30 // July 30, 2013 at 10:49 am //

    mahrap tlga yan…lalo nat matagal dn kau nag sama..just charge 2 experience nlng..then move-on…its apart of our life…

  35. Oo nga, ang gulo ng talent ng abs…umamin na kayo kung ano man kayo,..utang niyo yan sa mga taga hanga niyo. Wag niyong lokohin taga hanga niyong nagpapakahirap na suportahan kayo.

  36. Mga possibilities sa identity ni Billy :

    1. He’s Gay
    2. Wants to be playboy ulit
    3. Alcoholic o party animal
    4. Drug Addict
    5. Ayaw ng parents ni Billy kay Nikki at pinauuwi na ( may sakit ata tatay nya)

    Hintayin ang susunod na kabanata sa buhay ni Billy, Kung 3 and 4 may rehab, pero kung 1 kelangan nang umamin

  37. hussein rizal // July 30, 2013 at 6:09 am //

    masyado kayong harsh kay billy. hindi nyo naman sya kilala ng lubusan. pag sinabi ba na gusto nya hanapin ang sarili BAKLA agad? di muna kayo mag analyze . guys si billy bata palang nag work na yan hangang sa nag binata . ni hindi nga nya na enjoy ang childhood nya in short kulang sya sa pundasyun at yun ang pamilya.GUSTO NYA KILALANIN ANG PAGKATAO NYA ANO BA ANG PURPOSE NYA SA EARTH. that it. hangat hindi sya nagsasabi na gay sya huwag muna tuldukan na bakla sya. anylyze may suicidal tendency si billy and he need psychiatrist. ok!

  38. Aaliyah from Cebu // July 30, 2013 at 6:03 am //

    Akala ko , I’m the only one thinking , na MAYBE bakla siya, while I was watching the buzz, I tried to understand every word that came out from his mouth, though it was not the right words , but it gave me a hint or shall I say it leads me to the idea that He’s a gay , kasi naghahanap ako ng rason , bakit ?! ,. hindi ako kontento sa I’m lost .. ,. ika nga “reading between the lines” ang peg ko that time ,.
    but I hope, I’m wrong ,.. I’m praying there love story will resume ,. and will not reach this word GAME OVER, sana next level at mag Power Up pa. :) God Bless sa lahat !!

  39. inchikoi08 // July 30, 2013 at 3:33 am //

    Hmmm… Drugs maybe??? Syempre di naman yan aamin kung ano talaga, and I don’t think he is gay either. I mean c’mon it doesn’t mean he broke up with nikki makes him gay. Maybe may mabigat lang talaga na poblema yung tao at ayaw nyang madamay si Nikki. Haaaaay make some sense guys… -_-

  40. brianno // July 30, 2013 at 1:46 am //

    he is not GAY. d ba nag ka affair pa sila ni bangs garcia(sexually) while still in relationship with nikki g.. i think baka may sawa factor na sya kay nikki g. my opinion only.

  41. Monggo beans // July 30, 2013 at 12:49 am //

    i dont think he is gay. Maybe he suffers addiction to drugs.

  42. He plans to change this name to Billy Gandanghari

  43. Nagkalat sa kapamiyucks ang mga bakla
    kaya nag out na c billy……marami talaga nakakarelate na mga taga ABS sa husbandlover

  44. He is Gay! another BB GandangReyna in the making!

  45. In Short nagsawa na si Billy. dami pa nya sinasabe. parang Sam milby lng?

  46. // July 29, 2013 at 7:28 pm //

    baka into drugs si Billy.

  47. leahroja yvonne // July 29, 2013 at 6:35 pm //

    u knw,its always good to speak ur mind out,support him so that he sees the happy part of the world

  48. sam milby ang peg , yan din reason ni sam milby kay anne before

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